haha. still recovering from a bout of flu. bought some stuff from town. muaha. n a guess handbag. ((: nicee. came back early. went to sleep. it`s amazing how tired you can be when you`re recovering. haha. hope i`ll be better by monday!
monday. the day when everything will be back to pre-hols. the rush. the long hours in school. the chaos. the laughter--which i have been missing. dun gettit wrong. i`ve been having fun. but nothing beats just laughing at something totally stupid. which you have no idea why you find it so funny. when in actual fact, it`s just another issue. muaha. it really sets me free. knowing that i do not actually care how many people are watching me and judging me.
the irony of life. people keep saying 'do not judge people' do not.. do not.. in actual fact, how many people really follow their mantra? this is human nature n has been embedded in their intristic characteristics. try as you might, you will not be able to overcome this. to heck with mind over matter. why try if it doesn`t really do us any harm? would you rather be opinion-less people, with no mind of your own? doesn`t that defeat the purpose of us being the top of the animal kingdom. the reason we supercede the animals like e lions are due to our highly developed mind. which enables us to form opinions and think intelligently.
when it comes to being yourself. how many of you out there can bear to wear a bedsheet out if it means being you. i doubt many would. cuz in actual fact. people do care abt others` opinions. no matter how small minded it may seem. how many of us are taken in by the materialism in our modern society? the brands are what makes us. i am one of the cult followers. i buy branded goods. i care abt what people think. does that make me lesser than you are? i don`t think so. muaha. so stop making snide comments when you don`t exactly know me. why not try looking at your reflection and try to find out what things turn out the way it does. or the reasons for what people say. everything said has to have a basis. go uncover the hidden agenda.
seems that i write in better english when i`m provoked. haha. the many idiosyncracies of me.
